Hip Hop, Dark, Bass, Strings

Oh God can you help me I don't want to do this anymore
Oh Lord please help me what is all of this for?
Why do I have to suffer Everytime why can't I just get a break
I deal with all of this pain over and over again

Aye, I can't deal with this heartbreak
My first born is here but I can't even see his face
And it ain't me against my bm no more it's me against the state

Should I accept my fate?
What am I gonna do with another baby on the way?
Especially at this rate and the way
That I slave just to barely get paid

I Barely make enough money to make it through the day
What's with all the hate? Can't y'all see I'm going through pain
then again I have no time to wait but it feels to late

Maybe one day things will change
But I can't escape this place I feel like I'm gonna break
Oh God can you help me I don't want to do this anymore
Oh Lord please help me what is all of this for?
Why do I have to suffer Everytime why can't I just get a break
I deal with all of this pain over and over again

Hey, I said I'd do what I can
But you don't understand the responsibility of a man

I don't want you to doubt this
But how can I continue when I can't seem to find my balance
I'm losing it Lord tell me what's gonna happen

Because Everytime I do good I get kicked down again
My hands are covered in callouses
Why are people so obsessed with how I live

Who's house is this? Oh it's yours well do you want to kick me out again?
I keep trying to get up but I doubt I can
Do you know how many times I did
And got pushed around by my so called friend's

Yeah, that's just the way it is
And Lord I'm thankful for everyday I get it
But it's getting harder and I'm getting sick
And tired of always surviving I just want to live

Oh God can you help me I don't want to do this anymore
Oh Lord please help me what is all of this for?
Why do I have to suffer Everytime why can't I just get a break
I deal with all of this pain over and over again

Baby I didn't mean to make you cry let me dry your eyes
Let me come back tonight we can make this right
I know I say I'm fine but I'm broken down inside
Because I've lost everything I ever worked for in this life

There is no silver lining
It's all just me pretending
Cause I'm sick of the way I'm living
Sick of always giving

To people who could careless about me
Why does it feel like I'm always drowning
I do what I can but it's never enough
And it's tough will I ever find love?

I don't know where to go
I've been walking a lonely road
By myself with no place to call home
I want to be alone and do this all on my own so

God can you help me I don't want to do this anymore
Oh Lord please help me what is all of this for?
Why do I have to suffer Everytime why can't I just get a break
I deal with all of this pain over and over again