Ana

Verse 1
You sit in my mirror, you talk in my skin
Whisper my worth till I let you in
You say I’m closer when I disappear
But I’ve been fading for years and years

You call it comfort, I call it cage
A quiet war I never escaped
You clap when I crumble, you smile when I break
Tell me again, what more can I take?

Pre-Chorus
I learned your language, I speak it too well
It sounds like heaven, it feels like hell
If you love me, why do I feel this cold?
Why does your kindness leave me alone?

Chorus
Ana, Ana, why do you stay?
Why do you turn my light into grey?
Ana, Ana, what do you want from me?
A body, a ghost, or nothing to be?
If this is love, then I don’t understand
Why does it feel like I’m drowning in your hands?

Verse 2
You trace my thoughts like they don’t belong
Turn every silence into a song
I hear you laughing when I try to run
Like I was never meant to become someone

You tell me I’m safest when I’m small
But I can’t tell if that’s safe at all
You built a home inside my mind
And locked the doors I tried to find

Bridge
I’m asking you now, face to face
Was I ever meant to stay in this place?
Or are you just a voice I learned to trust
That slowly turned everything to dust?

Final Chorus
Ana, Ana, I’m calling your name
But I don’t think you’ll answer the same
Ana, Ana, I’m learning to see
You were never love — just control over me
And if I leave you, if I let you go
Tell me… who am I underneath all I know?