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Growing up life was never easy. My earliest memories are that of my mother and father fighting with their fist The sounds of dishes smashing to the floor my sister's and brother crying while the house is in misery, nothing but screaming and fighting day after day. Never having birthdays. Never experiencing what a Holiday could be always watching others through our windows seeing everyone in the neighborhood eating and enjoying and happy with family. We always wished we knew what that was like then we would always wish for the things we never had there were never always bad times but there were so few good memories that It always seems easier to remember the bad times.
Our lives can only be described as Hell For some of my sisters and brothers some had it worse than others. I wish we didn't have to go through that but it made us who we are today
If there is a God would we have to have been born in a world without any love as we grew older All My Brother and sisters slowly eventually grew apart. We all grew distant. We all stayed quiet. We all kept to ourselves and never reached out. I can only speak for myself but growing up never having a bed to sleep on starving day by day. Just trying to get by Year after year celebration after celebration that we can never have. I made a promise that one day we would get to experience All that we missed every holiday that we wished we could have celebrated.
The day I finally got myself a job for the first time. I finally enjoyed myself a meal that I never thought possible. It may sound like it's not a big deal to a lot of others But eating out was a luxury we could never afford I'm glad life is the way it is now. It took a while but finally My family have begun to reunite after all the lies and rumors That were spread And the truth finally revealed, we all finally started to heal there is more to the story that I can't say but it is not in the past that I wish to be for the first time I threw a birthday party for my sister. I threw a new years for my family. It felt good to see my Loved ones. Enjoy and eat to their fullest.
We started traditions that we never thought we could ever do and I say it is worth all the money in the world just to enjoy the year because what you got to remember is that tomorrow is never promised One day you're here the next day you're gone