emotional deep trap rap, Female vocalist,Deep ,

Chorus
Mommy in another life I wouldve spoke up sooner, Id write, call shit ideven drive to you so that you wouldn't have had to die alone again.
In another life you will not use and die two days after my fifteenth birthday so I'd lose my self and my mom at the age fifteenteen..
Verse

In another life you would have lived your life to the fullest and died at like eighty or something when you have seen the whole world.

Oh momma, if only we had seen it earlier… if only you hadn’t needed to die so I no longer saw your pain. I can't say I'm not angry or upset,
But more drowning internally in grief and THE FUCKING WHAT IFS so yes I'm angry and upset butOnly because this pain is pain I'll bare and take to my grave , but with my other half's 2 songs he wrote about for me and his letter and alot of crying ,and understanding came a little peace and intense feeling of relief , that maybe just maybe after all your lost battles and constant strangulation and chains of the disease of addiction maybe you have finally found peace,

Verse
The sickest fucking part is this fwas karma and the universes fucking ruthless lesson always Remember, no such thing as safe drugs in the streets.
Dealers cutting your fentanyl or heroin with fucking xilazine ‘cause it’s cheap.
A hundred times stronger than 7000 morphine 100 milagrams for this entire street
One puff or 10cc could put you to sleep.
Not talking counting sheep.
Real power, six ODs in an hour.
Being found in every 9 gotta 12 people you see
New type of greif. Coroner coming to zip you up in a body bag.
Ma you was 22 years 6 months sober till he came back he got ya in a month fucks me up and makes me really sad.
Got me out here left with no mom , all because the dope they got was bad or the gave there last fight up
Addiction, an epidemic the black market is glad to have.
Bridge
So remember before the universe teaches our ass a harder lesson
Streets not a game,mother fucker will chew you up, spit you out hav if you’re lucky.it blows my mind how people including myself in past are out here okay that the might die as long as they're getting high, just trying to feel normal.haha maybe Prisons not the answer, a miracle is needed for more ambition to have the need for rehab
Hook

So, I looked at my own situation I was facing.
Waking every day like I was in the movie Groundhog Day.Always the same, mentally drained, suffering chronic pain.Let me be the first to say, I’m an addict.
Understand the hesitation in prescribing narcotics.
So, forced to go see the street doctor. No degree but has what I need.
Verse
It's fucking humorous a little fucking grain could obliterate your life best believe we don't need
No labels or warning, mixed wrong could be fatal.
Talking two extra grains, the size of salt at your kitchen table.
Outro
Next fucking second my nana is making the Call of a OD. Coroner records another fatality.
A young girl, age 15 lost her mommy to this shitty fucking diesese , my mother's only solution is I'd be better off without her and gave in to the diesese
Funerals continuously being repeated.
Takes one line, one innocent looking line.
Another family left behind, crying a river of pain, drowning in regret.
Dope has no respect and frankly Death’s never had no respect either I just really fucking miss you Sabrina joe Jones-bailey you're always gonna be my boss ass momma and my fucking mommy fuck this disease