dead

ever time I do right it's fight it happens almost every other night I don't know if I can take it any more it's something I try to ignore what Im destined for something great fuck what other people think or say u are the light that used to be so bright let's dance tonight fuck u. get right or get left as I'm holding my breath holding onto what I thought we had left u say disrespectful I say so forgetful in truth it's dreadfull my soul u no longer have control no more sleepless nights thinking I'm a fool and yes I got a head full use me as ur own tool forgive me but it's always the same shit telling me im not worth it well no more making me feel worthless let me word this so u understand

this man you can't stand anymore is the only one who truly doesn't get your reasoning, it's not pleasing, it's got me calling out treason, what's your reasoning for your hateful bullshit, you need to quit, now it's too late, I can't take it any longer, every time your hate gets to me I can't think, I just sink deeper hoping to see the reaper. I'm so done being walked on, it's time to move on, this has been happening for so long, you say I'm wrong, but you are so far from the truth, you don't know what you're about to lose. It's under my skin where I hide this bruise I always seem to lose as I'm tying this noose, remember it's too gruesome and you won't have your fun, I will be gone and it will be done, I hung in there for us and for my son, for any reason a real man has done, you push me and so I run, this weight on my shoulders weighs a ton, I'm proud of who I have become, it just seems I'm the only one, that's too bad cause I'm so much fun.