This Love is Killing Me

Hold Me Doubt Me
INTRO
Male
I had a dream I owned the sky
Woke up and still felt left behind
Female
I had a dream I slipped the rope
Woke up still begging you for hope
Both
You never saw me fall apart
You never heard my breaking heart
CHORUS
Female
Cut me loose I need to breathe
You dont hear what I mean
If you love me set me free
Male
Cause my pulse is racing fast
Female
and your trust is built on glass
Both
Dont claim me dont blame me
I just wanna let go
VERSE 1
Male
3 AM Im staring at the ceiling
Your name on my screen Im barely breathing
I write I miss you then erase it all
Afraid one text will make you withdraw
Female
3 AM Im biting back my tears
Rehearsing sorry for your fears
I pick each word like walking on glass
One wrong sentence and you snap
Male
You text Im tired I read Im done
My mind reloads the loaded gun
Female
You say I care it sounds like obey
Your affection feels like a cage today
Male
Why does your silence feel so cold
Female
Why does your love feel like control
PRECHORUS
Male
Am I too needy Am I too late
Am I just someone you tolerate
Female
Am I too fiery Am I too loud
Am I the one you quiet down
Male
Promise you wont run when I get loud
Female
Promise you wont wound me when I get proud
Both
Promise youll love me when I doubt
CHORUS
Male
Cause Im addicted I cant lie
Youre my comfort my goodbye
Female
Cause Im exhausted I cant lie
Youre my tempest my goodbye
Male
When you disappear I go blind
Female
When you explode I go blind
Both
Rereading texts I cant rewind
Pull me closer dont let me go
I dont know what I know
If you love me let me know
Cause my heart beats fast and my doubts beat slow
Hold me doubt me dont let go
VERSE 2
Male
Your laugh heals me Im alive again
Then you go distant Im back to when
I was invisible in a crowded room
Too broken too heavy too much gloom
Female
Your smile calms me Im safe again
Then your jaw tightens Im back to when
I was shrinking just to keep the peace
Too careful too quiet too scared to speak
Male
I stalk your online like a prayer
Acting unbothered but I care
Female
I study your tone like a warning sign
Smiling outside while I die inside
Male
Im not possessive Im just scared
Female
Im not hysterical Im just scared
Both
Of loving someone who was never there
PRECHORUS 2
Male
If I was calmer if I was light
Would you still want me through the night
Female
If I was softer if I was small
Would you still love me or nothing at all
Male
If I collapse will you remain
Female
If I confess will you cause pain
Both
Or is this where you walk away
BRIDGE
Male
If I loosen my grip will you return
If I shatter will you help me learn
Female
If I loosen my grip will you attack
If I tell the truth will you throw it back
Male
Not asking forever just tonight
Stay till my shadows lose the fight
Female
Not asking forever just tonight
Let me feel protected not a fight
Both
Tried to shout but my voice gave out
Mind was crowded full of doubt
But you lingered through it all
You caught me right before the fall
FINAL CHORUS
Male
Cause Im attached I cant lie
Female
Cause Im shattering I cant lie
Both
Youre my shelter my goodbye
Even when I shove dont go
Thats when I need you most you know
Male
Pull me in dont let me go
Female
Hold me gently dont hurt me so
Both
I dont know what I know
If you love me let me know
Cause my heart beats fast and my doubts beat slow
OUTRO
Female
Hold me doubt me
Male
dont let go
Female
But if your hold becomes my hurt
Both
then let me go
Hold me doubt me dont let go