Melodic Rap, Dark, intimate melodic rap driven b

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Do I send it I think so
is this what I came for
back-to-back calls but it ain't what I think though
I asked what I lacked with the last chance that I had
you said don't get too attached that's too bad
I feel like I can't stand I want what I can't have
lapsed time I'm flying a plane that I can't land
I tried but I can't grab I'm swimming in quicksand it's like training a guy to remain by your side but he complains and decides to hide and remain and confide in his strange State
he came but he came late
fate laid wasted this man's plans to stay straight
he was wise but he lost faith desire Fades and he's wearing a fake face and he pretends that he has strength and he bends but he won't break henever meant to give into this pain that he can't shake but you're still living with him and it's clear that that won't change maybe you should stay it maybe a good thing cuz baby you're crazy but not in the good way just wait till it sinks in that's when you'll get to thinkin you'll peak at the pictures there's a reason you keep them
now you're sorry just save it it's gone I erased it
my heart you misplaced it
your memories you're gone think it's time I replace them
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I'll admit that when I met you didn't see this shit coming

I've burned so many bridges in my life that one more should be nothin

I took my time with you you just took me forgranted
I hesitate because I come to hate every girl I fall in love with
You hesitated cuz you thought about forever and panicked
Im sorry i wasn't perfect
I'm only human under the surface
The second things got rough you decided it wasn't worth it
Then you Even had the nerve to act like I'm the reason it wasn't working
How could I expect you to commit to me might have been in to me but you were still in love with another person I'll admit that shit gets to me
It was you who said that you would love to go on a road trip with me
You were the one that asked to live with me
You even Brought up having another kid with me
Then have the audacity to act like you don't know what you did to me
We were distant due to distance but it wasn't any different when you were with me
I gotta face the fact that your not the person I thought
some nights I still play them back
Like there was more that I could have done but I'm just telling myself more lies because what's all the love in the world if you find it at the wrong time you find it at the wrong time
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