Save Myself

Made mistakes most of my life
I Tried to fill the voids with easy lies
Now Trapped in the chains ive made
Wishing I could break away

Ive faded so far away from light
Feel im losing the will to fight
I've been running from the truth
Trying to hide what I've become
But there's nowhere left to run
And I'm tired of being numb

God can you hear me calling ?
Im on my knees , I've fallen down
I ask , Can you even save me ?
Because I cant save myself

I kept searching for a way to hide
From all the pain I kept deep inside
Lied to myself that I was strong
But I've been lost for far too long

And every road I thought would lead me home
Has only left me more alone

God, can You hear me calling?
I'm on my knees, I've fallen down
I ask, can You even save me?
Because I can't save myself

If mercy still reaches the broken
If grace can find a heart like mine
Then God, I'm here with nothing left
I'm laying down this life of mine

God, can You hear me crying?
I'm finally done with running now
I've wandered farther away, than I ever meant to go
But I'm begging You not to let me go now
Can you save me , when I cant even save myself