trap rap, rock, emotional, emotional story about

Intro

Verse 1
Two a m in the kitchen waiting on cheap herbal tea
You are perched on the counter quiet staring down at me
We walk past that second bedroom sitting empty down the hall
You make jokes about the drywall peeling off the yellow wall
Thirty-two hit me hard and I keep saying we are late
You just laugh and say a baby is a thing we can debate
I can see your fingers shaking on the handle of your mug
Like you want to run away or like you need a tighter hug

Hook
Are we ever gonna be ready
You just say we gotta stay steady
Is the answer always a no
You say not yet then watch me go

Verse 2
Now we are back on the mattress looking straight above the bed
Half my high school friends have strollers living rent free in my head
We still split a ten buck pizza like we own this rental place
Leaving mountains of unfolded laundry in the living space
I joke I would be that crazy mother losing all her jokes
You say we are acting younger than the rest of normal folks
Then you pull me to your chest and turn your body to the door
Staring holes into the worn out carpet on the bedroom floor

Hook
Are we ever gonna be ready
You just say we gotta stay steady
Is the answer always a no
You say not yet then watch me go

Verse 3
I love everything about you but we lost another year
Every time I talk of cribs you stiffen up with quiet fear
I can hear the quiet ticking of a heavy body clock
While you treat a future family like a thing that we can block
Maybe neither one of us will ever get the timing right
Maybe being terrified is part of lying here at night
I do not want pretty promises that never will come true
I just need to know if there is ever any home with you

Hook
Are we ever gonna be ready
You just say we gotta stay steady
Is the answer always a no
You say not yet then watch me go

Outro
Are we taking this thing too slow
Baby I just need you to know